a night filled with life outside these dark walls i force myself into living
everyone having a good time with their girlfriends or whatever
a good time that i can't have.
nights seem longer then the daytime with all of its wonder
and the fun that happens in the city light off in the distance
i can see it all from my window in my dark room.
if only i can see what thee night is like but then the sun will come out,
sunlight that burns my eyes when ever it comes out from hiding in the darkness,
but soon the darkness will come again,
to repeat the cycle of day and night

i don't trust google whatever that is

what is it?

(thats what happens when you live under a rock for 3 years, you hardly know anything after a while)

imagine living in a house for a full 3 years and have not gone outside for all those long years while your neighbor is the one that gives you food and money and you stay in a corner for those years sense that's your only past time just sitting there staring at the wall day and night with little sleep and you rarely eat at all.

that's how im living

but now that i've seen this rapist smiley well..... yeah

its a nice picture

(i don't own it)

every time im here there is nothing fun to play but i do play the epic battle fantasy series but however its only average not fun

what do you normal people do for fun? and it can't be anywhere out my house because im not leaving X(

on megaupload you do watch movies you don't download them it never gave me the option, the only option i got was watch the movie

damn man i used that site to look at movies :'(