as i was gonna just spend the night as i always had for 3 years, just stay in my room all night with my only lights coming from my computer and a few light bulbs (by few i mean 2 even though i have a 2 floor house) until my neighbor came over to my house to ask me if i wanted to come with them but when i said no she said " you have to stop being by yourself, you have to see what the world is like" but when i was gonna walk away, her daughter (who is in college right now) just grabbed and hugged me and cried "please come with us" i know sound like a little child but i guess thats what happens when you stay in a house for 3 fucking years anyway they did force me to come out and they took me to the subway and let me tell you i was like a child on its first train ride because i never seen these at all, i heard about it but never rode it so yeah we went to the city which was full of lights, my eyes burned at the sight of these bright lights, after all of the stuff she just walks me home and, do you know what i think about the world? i think i should stay inside for another 3 years