he is always here when im going to kill myself... which is what im going to do i sometimes hug my headless mudkip doll (i cut the head off cause i hate mudkips) to feel better but its not working my son might say " mom don't kill yourself i love you very much don't leave me :'(" but i have no other way i must die it will free me from my problem... i should teach my son that before i kill myself